"ptsd somebody squished into a vaguely human shape."
[Repeated. With emphasis.]
i'm not knocking it because i'm at least upright and talking instead of catatonic or incoherent like i was at a few points, but that's after a cocktail of psych meds that'd probably kill an elephant.
[And that's all it's managing. Keeping him present and almost functional. Almost. (Not quite).]
it's not like the war. during the war i went from being rich rider, boy idiot to rich rider the man but i was still rich rider.
but with this i don't even remember what he was like. he's a stranger. i might as well be a couple of squids in a trenchcoat for all i have left in common with him.
[Talking about himself like he's someone else entirely is...probably not a good sign.]
no subject
[Repeated. With emphasis.]
i'm not knocking it because i'm at least upright and talking instead of catatonic or incoherent like i was at a few points, but that's after a cocktail of psych meds that'd probably kill an elephant.
[And that's all it's managing. Keeping him present and almost functional. Almost. (Not quite).]
it's not like the war. during the war i went from being rich rider, boy idiot to rich rider the man but i was still rich rider.
but with this i don't even remember what he was like. he's a stranger. i might as well be a couple of squids in a trenchcoat for all i have left in common with him.
[Talking about himself like he's someone else entirely is...probably not a good sign.]
so there you go.