[here comes even more shame, crushing his heart. It's different with Sam than it is with everyone else. That's not to say that some of the others aren't disappointed in him for what he did, but it's not like he's been outright mentoring them. He's been teaching Sam how to be a hero and how not to be and now he does this?]

It's like I keep telling you, Sam. Every person that held me up as something you could never measure up to was wrong.

[He shrugs but it's more like a wince.]

I messed up. Bigtime. So...you should takes this one as a 'what not to do.'